NOT PLEASANT AT ALL TT__TT

So for the last 2 months i have been battling with horrible morning sickness!! Why call it that if it last all day every Day! ....

Never knew being pregnant sucked so much! 
As happy as i was to find out i was pregnant im not so happy about the symptoms ... WHY!  TT___TT OH WHY! So much pain!.
Not only i have to go thru a painful delivery in about 7 months from now but why do we have to vomit like 6 times a day,
horrible indigestion, bloating, metal taste in your mouth all day.  I mean! I cant ever drink water ... I just cant keep it down! 

I hate being pregnant and im not ashamed to admit it!  Now this does not mean i wont love my child and im sure i will forget 
all these horrible things i went thru once i see my little one in my arms but why so much suffering?  I told my husband i wont
go thru this again so he should be happy with one! .. lol... When i said this to some family members they called me selfish and
A sorry excuse of a woman! .. WOW! .. TT__TT .. Im sorry but i dont think women are only here to clean, cook and POP babies.  

I want to be more than that! ... Im not strong enough to go thru all this again and i dont want to! .. 

I think giving my all to this one child will be enough! and maybe!! Just maybe! in the future i will adopt a child instead! 

Sorry for venting out!! I know it has nothing to do with ART!  
I just wanted to be heard!

Takumy